kim kardashian cry fest

January 19th came by faster than I imagined.

Woke up at 5am with little to no sleep from the night before. I still felt like I had 1,000,000,0000 things to do before walking onto the plane. Am I really leaving? Like the little boy David leaving the dentist said "Is this real life?"

With something this drastic, I normally have the feeling of shitting my pants or peeing on myself. Surprisingly, I felt really calm about the whole day. Don't get me wrong, I was definitely stressed, nervous and emotional. But overall, I just felt at peace with myself. I won't lie... I think I also just shocked myself for putting all the work and sacrifice in to making once a dream turn real.

I think one of the best parts of today was the face CJ (aka mom) made when she was crying. My first reaction was comparing her face to Kim Kardashian's crying face. I know they don't look similar but it still brought some laughter to everyone today.

After we made fun of this face and after hugging, some crying, and kisses goodbye, Anna & I were on our way.